Just had coffee with people I’ve known for a while. Assessing my body energy now, there is no question I disliked the visit.
Truth is, we disagree on many topics and I’m tiring of feeling “less than”, feeling judged and found wanting.
The topics we disagree on were varied and I won’t “argue my case” here. It is not about being right or wrong. It is about acceptance.
It is clear I’m not good enough for these people and I think this is the last time I’m going to have coffee with them.
I do not have a need to be right. More accurately, I recognize how negative it is in my life to think I’m right.
I was not able to stand in my integrity and have a conversation with them. If I have to lie in order to get along, that is not OK with me.