Suddenly, I realized I had forgotten one of the basics from vipassana. I no longer paid attention to whether or not I was craving or feeling aversion.
I had become totally preoccupied with the impact meditation was having on my life. I wrote of desires but the concept was the precepts.
I guess if you totally stopped craving, only experiencing the moment, you would not seek out the same activity. Seeking would be craving…
So I think I’ll set a reminder in my calendar and snooze it for a day. Reminding myself to be aware of any craving or aversion.